Submission -poem

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Submission -poem[Written in 2007]submission, submissionnot a deadline nor an entrya state of being,an act unjustified by any other emotion?(getting down on one’s knees,begging for the collar)how little is not enough,how big is too much?shaking and shiveringyet aiming to keep calm composure(Do you wish to be pleased today? -tomorrow, everyday?-How do you desire to be pleased? Every part of my body is for you)Is it naturalOr developed from c***dhood memories?Does one embrace itOr keep it tucked away?(Bind me, gag me, choke me as you desire,whip me, slap me, edremit escort put hot wax on mecrap, isn’t this about you, not me!)Sitting, fudgeting,emotions building up,Screaming, shoutingbegging to be released.(I’ll do anything for youI’ll let you have your way with me!)Wrapped up inside theTiniest Pandora’s box”Open me” on the ribbon”Too much to handle” inside the card.(treat me like the bitch cock whore slut that I am…force me to gag on you repeatedly till I pass out..No! This is all about your desires, not mine, right?)A prize?A gift?A curse?A damnation?(Please, escort edremit please notice me, take care of me,I’m too easily manipulated through physical means)Afraid to open the mouthTo speak darkest desiresIs it fear of rejection?Or fear of acceptance?(Drooling, slurping, gurgling, moaning, screaming,squirming, shaking, shuddering, twitching)Sub -or slave- frenzy”So called experts” call it.As if they have experienced it ever.”Take a deep breath, do some research,go to a few play parties and meet some members in the community.”(Screw edremit escort bayan the world! I deviated from normalcy only to be scoldedonce again? The only constant I know is this desire to serve!)Confused, depressedResorting to the shadows of vanilla,Waiting patiently for one who understandsBut not too careful to smother.(Where is the balance? Desiring to serve constantly and yet still have a life? I can’t abandon all of my problems forever…)A deep breathA long sighIs there any reconciliation for thisstrong compelling force thatthreatens to invade every ounce of mybody, and control from the inside out?(Keep it all inside, don’t let anyone ever know,they’ll use it to your disadvantage)Long daysLonger nightsClose the eyesWish it all away(Are these the inner feelings of a ‘twue’ submissive?)

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